::no entry zone::

pagi tadi, tak terasa nak bangun awal macam selalu, malas yang teramat sangat..(sebenar bukan malas, tapi tak bersedia utk mghadapi hari ini rentetan kelukaan hatinya semalam yang still tak terubat)...so, bila maskydd bangun lewat, kehidupan beliau mnjadi agk kucar-kacir sdikit...dlm perjalanan pergi class, time tgh mendaki bukit yang dekat dgn kubur tu, maskydd tercium bau yg sangat mendamaikan...BAU RUMPUT...bau rumput hijau yang baru kena potong, rasa mcm dah lame sgt tak cium bau ni.. maskydd trus berhenti berjalan utk tengok uncle worker tu potong rumput..mmg dah tak kisah orang dah time tu. but then, bila uncle tu pn terberhenti buat kerja sbb maskydd pandang dia, maskydd terus say "hi", and cepat2 blah..lawak pulak rasa, mcm tak pernah tgk org potong rumput..I like the smell. I enjoyed the pleasant smell for about 10 minutes....(smpy terlewat gilerr masuk klas MATH 151)..this is one of the nature's smell that i enjoyed~!!

i spend 5 hours at the harbour today, dari pkl 4 ptg smpy 9 mlm...mula2 nk kluar lpas klas bio, tp cancel plan..tggu my rumate solat and pegi teman dia shopping dulu...and then i make a move to my best...great..wonderful place...wellington harbour....my rumate tak ikut, bcoz she need to go back for maghrib..sepanjang 5 jam tu, banyak benda yg saya buat,

1. baca buku nicholas sparks "the notebook"
2. tgk org lari2, main2, jln2
3. tgkap gmbar harbour
4. menilai diri
5. mkn2..(tp td terlupa beli sushi)
6. main buaian

lets go through one by one...

1. baca "the notebook" by nicholas sparks..

nicholas sparks is one of my favourite writer..i love his novel especially "a bend in the road" and "the rescue". ""the notebook" ni hadiah dari irr sempena my 21st burfdey. n maskydd blom abes baca lagi, tp dah tau la critanya sbb dah bnyk kali tengok. Tengah baca2 tu, maskydd tertarik dengan ayat dkt bawah ni;

"sounds of nature was more real and aroused more emotion
than things like cars and planes. Natural things give more than what
they took, and their sounds always brought people back to the way man
was supposed to be. It'll keep man from going crazy. Its God music, and
it will bring you back home."~nicholas sparks,"the notebook"~

the phrases suits me well. if not, i wont be here at this harbour..bila dah kt NZ ni, mmg terasa sangat yang harbour ni sgt best compared to botanical garden, bila tension or sedih, this is the best place that i have..(klu dulu kt KMS, ada my home sweet home..tak pun lake garden..so harbour is substitute to all the places that i have before)..kat sini boleh dengar bunyi laut, bunyi burung, boleh cium bau laut dan ada angin yg terasa mcm laut kt mlysia...and semua tu mendamaikan dan agk mengubat hati yg sedih....mcm bau rumput jgk....tp yang tak best nyer pulak, it really "bring me back home"...( sad mode pergi:homesick mode mari )..

2. tgk org lari2, main2, and jln2

kat harbour ni jgk ada org ramai yg bising2 and tak kenal kita..so kita boleh buat apa jer yang kita suka (termasuklah menanges dgn bersungguh-sungguh)..sbb orang lain pun buat jer apa yang diorang suka....bila perhatikan org2 kt harbour ni..sume org mcm happy je..it makes me wanna smile tu..senyum boleh buat kita lupakan kesedihan..jd, lahirkan senyuman dari hati, jgn fikirkan kesedihan.

3.tangkap gmbar harbour

kt harbour tengok kapal, tengok lampu malam2, ada water sprinkler yg boleh menari and the duration is only 10 minutes for every 2 hours strtg from 6pm..(klu tak salah la)..dah 2 minggu maskydd tuggu nk tgk sprinkler ni, tp asyik termiss jer, so td dpat tgk 2 kali, rasa sgt seronok.. one more thing, maskydd miss nk wt countdown tyme klcc tutup lmpu, so td maskydd dpt chance buat countdown harbour bukak lampu n countdown utk water sprinkler tu bukak...hehe..sgguh bhgia!!

4.menilai diri

i need sometimes to be alone, thats another reason i choose today to go to harbour, bcoz i knoe nobody would be able to accompany me..dari smalam rasa sedih, rasa nak kiss n hug mak sgt2..and skrng ni jgk emosi tgh tak stabil, so agk sensitif sket..cepat sgt nak terasa..maskydd btol nak jd org yg sabar, maskydd rasa sangat yg dia skrang da bnyk berubah..tp diri sndiri pn tak pasti, perubahan tu ke arah positif @negatif..

5. makan2

maskydd pegi reading cinema beli kebab sbb lpar, pastu pegi balik duduk kt harbour..sebenarnya nak beli sushi..tapi da terbli kebab pulak..hehe..teringat syaz sruh balut nasi dgn roti canai..hahaha...tu syaz punyer kebab~~!!!

6.main buaian

activity biasa bila pegi harbour mlm2..main buaian~!!!!..sronok + gembira...tadi ada 2 boys yg sgt cute and nakal main skali, with their daddy yg teramat lah penyabar. comel tgk dia layan anak2 dia 2 org tu~!!

~the end~

~i'm not good, but i want to be better~