~chapter of my life~

Saturday, November 24, 2012

::Ya Rabb::

Malam ini, bisikkanlah dalam doamu …. 

Tuhanku Yang Maha Pengasih, 


Tabahkanlah hatiku yang sedang rapuh ini, 
untuk tetap meyakini yang ku tahu sebagai yang benar, 
untuk ikhlas melakukan yang ku tahu harus ku lakukan, 
untuk sabar menghadapi orang-orang yang sulit, 
dan untuk tegar melampaui masalah, 
agar aku sampai di padang pembahagiaanku. 



Tuhanku, 
Hatiku yang letih ini rindu istirahat dalam kedamaian. 



Sayangilah aku Ya Allah,
Bangunkanlah aku esok pagi sebagai jiwa yang baik 
yang Kau indahkan rezeki dan cintanya. 



~Amin~

~i'm not good, but i want to be better~

Friday, November 16, 2012

::hati yang tak tentu rasa::

have you ever had a  thought that u shouldn't do something, but your instinct and feeling kind of forcing you to do it?? that is what happen last night. there i was loitering around BP Mall  until I stepped into Big Apple.with no specific reasons~i don't even feel like eating any doughnuts at that moment~ but somehow i asked for a box of 12 pieces anyway with an instruction for the waiter to choose whatever flavors that he thinks are good. while i was waiting, someone crossed my sight, and i told myself, that guy is so familiar, he was supposed to be someone that i know, but surely for kind of person who have a short term memory like me, names are not meant to be remains in my mind. and there he was walking away off the shop.

after settling all those unimportant business of mine, i walked towards the car which was parked right in front of the coffee house, Old Town, and there I saw that guy again with his friend, sipping a cup of coffee of course. while my mind was still thinking who he should be, my instinct, my eyes and my mouth works faster.....and curiosity get the better of me.....my eyes shoot him a look, which happen he was also looking at me...and without hesitation, i heard my own voice....
me: are you from KMS?
~the guy stood up and come towards me..*yeay, i'm glad that gentleman still exist*
guy: yes i am.
me: you are my senior i believe, IB??..but i'm so sorry, i can't recall your name.
guy: yup, doing IB...and its ok..you are the batch that went to New Zealand right?..what are you doing here?
me: yes, i'm working now.at MRSM BP..and u?

..............................~and the conversation goes~........................

orang tua2 cakap, kalau mata berdenyut2 kita nak jumpa orang jauh..i believe it today.
p/s: dari pagi mata berdenyut,
and the box of 12 pieces doughnuts..what happen to them??it ends up being given to a student who celebrated her birthday yesterday. I'm glad that it cheer her up of celebrating sweet 17 in the middle of SPM.
 so, moral of the story, follow your instinct.. =)...sometimes it makes someone else happy, and it will also manage to make you happy...=)


~i'm not good, but i want to be better~