~chapter of my life~

Sunday, July 17, 2011

::back when::


Don't you remember
The fizz in a pepper
Peanuts in a bottle
At ten, two and four
A fried bologna sandwich
With mayo and tomato
Sittin' round the table
Don't happen much anymore

We got too complicated
It's all way over-rated
I like the old and out-dated
Way of life

Back when a hoe was a hoe
Coke was a coke
And crack's what you were doing
When you were cracking jokes
Back when a screw was a screw
The wind was all that blew
And when you said I'm down with that
Well it meant you had the flu
I miss back when

I love my records
Black, shiny vinyl
Clicks and pops
And white noise
Man they sounded fine
I had my favorite stations
The ones that played them all
Country, soul and rock-and-roll
What happened to those times?

I'm readin' Street Slang For Dummies
Cause they put pop in my country
I want more for my money
The way it was back then

Give me a flat top for strumming
I want the whole world to be humming
Just keep it coming
The way it was back then

Back when a hoe was a hoe
Coke was a coke
And crack's what you were doing
When you were cracking jokes
Back when a screw was a screw
The wind was all that blew
And when you said I'm down with that
Well it meant you had the flu
I miss back when

~i'm not good, but i want to be better~

Saturday, May 21, 2011

::brunchbar::

aku busy..percayalah...ak memang busy, tp aku pun tak tahu aku busy dengan apa. nak kata aku pulun belajar, result aku still macam dulu...mungkin usaha belum cukup atau rezeki ber'result' cemerlang belum lagi ditakdirkan untuk jd milik aku. nak update blog mmg tak ada masa..dan tak ada idea..terasa macam buang masa..(o_0)..

....aku sekarang tengah berusaha keras untuk memastikan degree aku hujung tahun nanti nampak cantik sikit. itu pun kalau di izinkan Allah. aku nak grad...!!..aku tak tipu.mahu dengan sangat...smpai kalau belajar mmg boleh leleh air mata, sebab aku rasa cara belajar aku tak effective, tp tak tahu kat celah mana nak improve...(T_T),,mengeluh banyak2 pun tak guna kan!!dah dua tahun dah kt sini, dulu aku enjoy jadi budak first year yang tak tahu apa2. even selalu homesick, habiskan masa dengar lagu berkaitan hujan melayan perasaan, tapi seriesly seronok...nak undur masa, mmg tak boleh!!

~I HOPE DAYS COME EASY AND TIMES PASSED SLOW~

tapi banyak sangat benda dah belajar.tentang manusia, tentang kehidupan. be out of the box, and think out of the box. aku sekarang percaya, kita akan boleh berfikir dengan cara lain, bila social circle kita berubah, with a condition, don't be so pessimist!! jangan sentiasa rasa diri betul..allow things to run through your brain and figure everything out in the most realistic way. in a perfect world that we try to create, everything will be perfect. but somehow, there is no perfect world. people makes mistake, you make mistake..lots of mistakes! see Allah grace in every mistake. have faith...keep going on...regardless of what people are saying, you know how much you have change, and to what extend you have change...changing is always good when it is for the better~

~i'm not good, but i want to be better~