tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22782595087073924962024-02-07T22:45:32.191+13:00~in my small world where i'm a stargazer~WE aRE GOD dEvInE dEsIGn...HE DoEs NoT mAkE MistAkE...d0Nt gEt cAuGht uP iN
wAnTiNg 0r TrYinG t0 bE LikE s0mEoNE eLsE... EvErYoNe iS gIfTed iN dIfFerEnT wAyS...L0vE bEiNg YoU...As I LoVe BeInG mE!!~~WeLcOmE tO mY pErSoNaL bLoG~~!!maskydhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13200532722818295607noreply@blogger.comBlogger39125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2278259508707392496.post-66816739481877701212013-11-20T01:14:00.002+13:002013-11-20T01:14:40.107+13:00::the last thing in the list of 10 things i hate about u::pernah aku bertanya pada sorang kawan, apa rasanya bercinta? macam mana nak tahu, cintanya aku pada orang ni, and jawapan yang aku nak dengar, mestilah bukan jawapan standard orang-orang yang bercinta, contohnya tidur tak lena, makan tak kenyang, mandi tak basah...itu semua jawapan yang doesn't really makes sense @ ridiculously ridiculous(can be read as stupid)....mana ada mandi yang tak basah? and kalau dah tido tu, memang confirmnya la mesti lena punya, lebih-lebih lagi kalau dah keje penat yang teramat sangat sebagai "pegawai pendidikan pasca siswazah MARA----nama jawatan perlulah ditulis dengan gempak!-----" ni!<br />
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sebenarnya susah untuk mendefine perasaan sendiri... aku rasa suka, aku rasa admire... sometimes buat aku rasa gembira...kadang2 rase menyampah jgk sbb benda ni macam takde pengakhiran, kau keep on questioning apa perasaan someone ni dkt kau, apa maksud tersirat disebalik compliment yang dia bagi, or it just a direct plain compliment, ko rase penat utk fikir had you been such a "controlcun" freak when you are in front of the person u like without you realizing it, or you just be your true self~ at one point you try to be the best friend that you can be, listening and understanding the problem that he have even the problem is kind of hurting you inside~about how his girlfriend keep on asking him about marriage~ i smiled, stating that women need to be sure that their waits are worthy. and i wonder why i said that!!~angelic much..heh!~i hate him for this feeling...love hate relationship??<br />
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~i'm not good, but i want to be better~</div>
<div class="blogger-post-footer">~i'm not good, but i want to be better~</div>maskydhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13200532722818295607noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2278259508707392496.post-12461431354452381332013-07-09T05:12:00.002+12:002013-07-09T05:13:56.820+12:00::midnight rant::~you were there during my hard times, comes storms or high water, why can't i be there for you when you are at your lowest state~its a mixed feelings, indeed..i am no one to you, but a good friend i hope...please let me be..<br />
p/s: sometimes, somehow i wished our path never crossed each other.<br />
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~i'm not good, but i want to be better~</div>
<div class="blogger-post-footer">~i'm not good, but i want to be better~</div>maskydhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13200532722818295607noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2278259508707392496.post-48337662948509773892013-01-09T22:27:00.000+13:002013-01-09T22:27:23.474+13:00::undefined::please define what is happiness when..<br />
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looking at you make me sad,<br />
talking to you make me sad,<br />
and even trying to smile to you make me sad,<br />
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it hurts me but nothing i could do!<br />
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~i'm not good, but i want to be better~<div class="blogger-post-footer">~i'm not good, but i want to be better~</div>maskydhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13200532722818295607noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2278259508707392496.post-10929860390057847732012-11-24T01:11:00.001+13:002012-11-24T01:11:24.231+13:00::Ya Rabb::<span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px;">Malam ini, bisikkanlah dalam doamu …. </span><br />
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<span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px;">Tuhanku Yang Maha Pengasih,</span><span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px;"> </span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px;">Tabahkanlah hatiku yang sedang rapuh ini, </span></div>
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untuk tetap meyakini yang ku tahu sebagai yang benar, </div>
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untuk ikhlas melakukan yang ku tahu harus ku lakukan, </div>
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untuk sabar menghadapi orang-orang yang sulit, </div>
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dan untuk tegar melampaui masalah, </div>
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agar aku sampai di padang pembahagiaanku. </div>
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<span style="color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px;">Tuhanku, </span></div>
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Hatiku yang letih ini rindu istirahat dalam kedamaian. </div>
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<span style="color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px;">Sayangilah aku Ya Allah,</span></div>
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Bangunkanlah aku esok pagi sebagai jiwa yang baik </div>
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yang Kau indahkan rezeki dan cintanya. </div>
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<span style="color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px;">~Amin~</span></div>
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~i'm not good, but i want to be better~<div class="blogger-post-footer">~i'm not good, but i want to be better~</div>maskydhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13200532722818295607noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2278259508707392496.post-51680767972115422612012-11-16T13:55:00.003+13:002012-11-16T14:03:10.329+13:00::hati yang tak tentu rasa::have you ever had a thought that u shouldn't do something, but your instinct and feeling kind of forcing you to do it?? that is what happen last night. there i was loitering around BP Mall until I stepped into Big Apple.with no specific reasons~i don't even feel like eating any doughnuts at that moment~ but somehow i asked for a box of 12 pieces anyway with an instruction for the waiter to choose whatever flavors that he thinks are good. while i was waiting, someone crossed my sight, and i told myself, that guy is so familiar, he was supposed to be someone that i know, but surely for kind of person who have a short term memory like me, names are not meant to be remains in my mind. and there he was walking away off the shop.<br />
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after settling all those unimportant business of mine, i walked towards the car which was parked right in front of the coffee house, Old Town, and there I saw that guy again with his friend, sipping a cup of coffee of course. while my mind was still thinking who he should be, my instinct, my eyes and my mouth works faster.....and curiosity get the better of me.....my eyes shoot him a look, which happen he was also looking at me...and without hesitation, i heard my own voice....<br />
me: are you from KMS?<br />
~the guy stood up and come towards me..*yeay, i'm glad that gentleman still exist*<br />
guy: yes i am.<br />
me: you are my senior i believe, IB??..but i'm so sorry, i can't recall your name.<br />
guy: yup, doing IB...and its ok..you are the batch that went to New Zealand right?..what are you doing here?<br />
me: yes, i'm working now.at MRSM BP..and u?<br />
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..............................~and the conversation goes~........................<br />
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orang tua2 cakap, kalau mata berdenyut2 kita nak jumpa orang jauh..i believe it today.<br />
p/s: dari pagi mata berdenyut,<br />
and the box of 12 pieces doughnuts..what happen to them??it ends up being given to a student who celebrated her birthday yesterday. I'm glad that it cheer her up of celebrating sweet 17 in the middle of SPM.<br />
so, moral of the story, follow your instinct.. =)...sometimes it makes someone else happy, and it will also manage to make you happy...=)<br />
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~i'm not good, but i want to be better~<div class="blogger-post-footer">~i'm not good, but i want to be better~</div>maskydhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13200532722818295607noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2278259508707392496.post-19005884846241104312011-07-17T09:03:00.002+12:002011-07-17T09:06:41.507+12:00::back when::<div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Arial; font-size: 13px; ">Don't you remember<br />The fizz in a pepper<br />Peanuts in a bottle<br />At ten, two and four<br />A fried bologna sandwich<br />With mayo and tomato<br />Sittin' round the table<br />Don't happen much anymore<br /><br />We got too complicated<br />It's all way over-rated<br />I like the old and out-dated<br />Way of life<br /><br />Back when a hoe was a hoe<br />Coke was a coke<br />And crack's what you were doing<br />When you were cracking jokes<br />Back when a screw was a screw<br />The wind was all that blew<br />And when you said I'm down with that<br />Well it meant you had the flu<br />I miss back when<br /><br />I love my records<br />Black, shiny vinyl<br />Clicks and pops<br />And white noise<br />Man they sounded fine<br />I had my favorite stations<br />The ones that played them all<br />Country, soul and rock-and-roll<br />What happened to those times?<br /><br />I'm readin' Street Slang For Dummies<br />Cause they put pop in my country<br />I want more for my money<br />The way it was back then<br /><br />Give me a flat top for strumming<br />I want the whole world to be humming<br />Just keep it coming<br />The way it was back then<br /><br />Back when a hoe was a hoe<br />Coke was a coke<br />And crack's what you were doing<br />When you were cracking jokes<br />Back when a screw was a screw<br />The wind was all that blew<br />And when you said I'm down with that<br />Well it meant you had the flu<br />I miss back when</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Arial; font-size: 13px; "><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: right;">~i'm not good, but i want to be better~</div></div><div class="blogger-post-footer">~i'm not good, but i want to be better~</div>maskydhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13200532722818295607noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2278259508707392496.post-83284900994620835462011-05-21T19:18:00.004+12:002011-05-21T19:52:36.402+12:00::brunchbar::<div style="text-align: justify;">aku busy..percayalah...ak memang busy, tp aku pun tak tahu aku busy dengan apa. nak kata aku pulun belajar, result aku still macam dulu...mungkin usaha belum cukup atau rezeki ber'result' cemerlang belum lagi ditakdirkan untuk jd milik aku. nak update blog mmg tak ada masa..dan tak ada idea..terasa macam buang masa..(o_0)..</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">....aku sekarang tengah berusaha keras untuk memastikan degree aku hujung tahun nanti nampak cantik sikit. itu pun kalau di izinkan Allah. aku nak grad...!!..aku tak tipu.mahu dengan sangat...smpai kalau belajar mmg boleh leleh air mata, sebab aku rasa cara belajar aku tak effective, tp tak tahu kat celah mana nak improve...(T_T),,mengeluh banyak2 pun tak guna kan!!dah dua tahun dah kt sini, dulu aku enjoy jadi budak first year yang tak tahu apa2. even selalu homesick, habiskan masa dengar lagu berkaitan hujan melayan perasaan, tapi seriesly seronok...nak undur masa, mmg tak boleh!!</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">~I HOPE DAYS COME EASY AND TIMES PASSED SLOW~</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">tapi banyak sangat benda dah belajar.tentang manusia, tentang kehidupan. be out of the box, and think out of the box. aku sekarang percaya, kita akan boleh berfikir dengan cara lain, bila social circle kita berubah, with a condition, don't be so pessimist!! jangan sentiasa rasa diri betul..allow things to run through your brain and figure everything out in the most realistic way. in a perfect world that we try to create, everything will be perfect. but somehow, there is no perfect world. people makes mistake, you make mistake..lots of mistakes! see Allah grace in every mistake. have faith...keep going on...regardless of what people are saying, you know how much you have change, and to what extend you have change...changing is always good when it is for the better~ </div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: right;">~i'm not good, but i want to be better~</div><div class="blogger-post-footer">~i'm not good, but i want to be better~</div>maskydhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13200532722818295607noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2278259508707392496.post-45988652086372181042010-07-18T18:08:00.004+12:002010-07-18T18:14:02.018+12:00::HE always with me::<div><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">"..do NOT get to breakdown..do NOT get to fall apart.."</div><div style="text-align: center;"> </div><div style="text-align: center;">~..just need someone to hold me when i cry,</div><div style="text-align: center;">and let me cry without saying a word</div><div style="text-align: center;">that is more than enough..~</div><div><br /></div><div style="text-align: right;">~i'm not good, but i want to be better~</div><div class="blogger-post-footer">~i'm not good, but i want to be better~</div>maskydhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13200532722818295607noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2278259508707392496.post-26448516089122220352010-07-10T10:28:00.003+12:002010-07-10T10:38:54.450+12:00::song's lyrics is sometimes deep::<div><p class="MsoNormal"></p><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:Arial, sans-serif;font-size:100%;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 13px;"><b><i><br /></i></b></span></span></div><span style="font-size:9.0pt;line-height:115%;font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";color:black"><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="apple-style-span"><b><i>That's not the beginning of the end</i></b></span><span class="apple-converted-space"><b><i> </i></b></span></div> <span class="apple-style-span"><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="apple-style-span"><b><i>That's the return to yourself</i></b></span><span class="apple-converted-space"><b><i> </i></b></span></div></span> <span class="apple-style-span"><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="apple-style-span"><b><i>The return to innocence.</i></b></span><span class="apple-converted-space"><b><i> </i></b></span></div></span> <span class="apple-style-span"><div style="text-align: center;"><b><i><br /></i></b></div></span> <span class="apple-style-span"><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="apple-style-span"><b><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">Love - Devotion</span></i></b></span><span class="apple-converted-space"><b><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"> </span></i></b></span></div></span> <span class="apple-style-span"><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="apple-style-span"><b><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">Feeling - Emotion</span></i></b></span><span class="apple-converted-space"><b><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"> </span></i></b></span></div></span> <span class="apple-style-span"><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="apple-style-span"><b><i>.</i></b></span><span class="apple-converted-space"><b><i> </i></b></span></div></span> <span class="apple-style-span"><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="apple-style-span"><b><i>Don't be afraid to be weak</i></b></span><span class="apple-converted-space"><b><i> </i></b></span></div></span> <span class="apple-style-span"><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="apple-style-span"><b><i>Don't be too proud to be strong</i></b></span><span class="apple-converted-space"><b><i> </i></b></span></div></span> <span class="apple-style-span"><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="apple-style-span"><b><i>Just look into your heart my friend</i></b></span><span class="apple-converted-space"><b><i> </i></b></span></div></span> <span class="apple-style-span"><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="apple-style-span"><b><i>That will be the return to yourself</i></b></span><span class="apple-converted-space"><b><i> </i></b></span></div></span> <span class="apple-style-span"><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="apple-style-span"><b><i>The return to innocence</i></b></span><span class="apple-converted-space"><b><i> </i></b></span></div></span> <span class="apple-style-span"><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="apple-style-span"><b><i>.</i></b></span><span class="apple-converted-space"><b><i> </i></b></span></div></span> <span class="apple-style-span"><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="apple-style-span"><b><i>If you want, then start to laugh</i></b></span><span class="apple-converted-space"><b><i> </i></b></span></div></span> <span class="apple-style-span"><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="apple-style-span"><b><i>If you must, then start to cry</i></b></span><span class="apple-converted-space"><b><i> </i></b></span></div></span> <span class="apple-style-span"><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="apple-style-span"><b><i>Be yourself don't hide</i></b></span><span class="apple-converted-space"><b><i> </i></b></span></div></span> <span class="apple-style-span"><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="apple-style-span"><b><i>Just believe in destiny</i></b></span><span class="apple-converted-space"><b><i> </i></b></span></div></span> <span class="apple-style-span"><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="apple-style-span"><b><i>.</i></b></span><span class="apple-converted-space"><b><i> </i></b></span></div></span> <span class="apple-style-span"><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="apple-style-span"><b><i>Don't care what people say</i></b></span><span class="apple-converted-space"><b><i> </i></b></span></div></span> <span class="apple-style-span"><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="apple-style-span"><b><i>Just follow your own way</i></b></span><span class="apple-converted-space"><b><i> </i></b></span></div></span> <span class="apple-style-span"><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="apple-style-span"><b><i>Don't give up and use the chance</i></b></span><span class="apple-converted-space"><b><i> </i></b></span></div></span> <span class="apple-style-span"><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="apple-style-span"><b><i>To return to innocence</i></b></span><span class="apple-converted-space"><b><i> </i></b></span></div></span> <span class="apple-style-span"><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="apple-style-span"><b><i>.</i></b></span><span class="apple-converted-space"><b><i> </i></b></span></div></span> <span class="apple-style-span"><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="apple-style-span"><b><i>That's not the beginning of the end</i></b></span><span class="apple-converted-space"><b><i> </i></b></span></div></span> <span class="apple-style-span"><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="apple-style-span"><b><i>That's the return to yourself</i></b></span><span class="apple-converted-space"><b><i> </i></b></span></div></span> <span class="apple-style-span"><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="apple-style-span"><b><i>The return to innocence</i></b></span><span class="apple-converted-space"><b><i> </i></b></span></div></span> <span class="apple-style-span"><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="apple-style-span"><b><i>.</i></b></span><span class="apple-converted-space"><b><i> </i></b></span></div></span> <span class="apple-style-span"><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="apple-style-span"><b><i>Don't care what people say</i></b></span><span class="apple-converted-space"><b><i> </i></b></span></div></span> <span class="apple-style-span"><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="apple-style-span"><b><i>Follow just your own way</i></b></span><span class="apple-converted-space"><b><i> </i></b></span></div></span> <span class="apple-style-span"><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="apple-style-span"><b><i>Follow just your own way</i></b></span><span class="apple-converted-space"><b><i> </i></b></span></div></span> <span class="apple-style-span"><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="apple-style-span"><b><i>Don't give up, don't give up</i></b></span><span class="apple-converted-space"><b><i> </i></b></span></div></span> <span class="apple-style-span"><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="apple-style-span"><b><i>To return, to return to innocence.</i></b></span><span class="apple-converted-space"><b><i> </i></b></span></div></span> <span class="apple-style-span"><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="apple-style-span"><b><i>If you want then laugh</i></b></span><span class="apple-converted-space"><b><i> </i></b></span></div></span> <span class="apple-style-span"><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="apple-style-span"><b><i>If you must then cry</i></b></span><span class="apple-converted-space"><b><i> </i></b></span></div></span> <span class="apple-style-span"><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="apple-style-span"><b><i>Be yourself don't hide</i></b></span><span class="apple-converted-space"><b><i> </i></b></span></div></span> <span class="apple-style-span"><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="apple-style-span"><b><i>Just believe in destiny.</i></b></span><span class="apple-converted-space"><b><i> </i></b></span></div></span><b><div style="text-align: center;"><i><br /></i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: normal;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF0000;">p/s: u should really be able to distinguished what is what by now. no one is going to wait forever. back to the basic, recheck your aim. things wont settle into place if you keep avoiding and ignoring it..isnt it too soon we get old, and too late we get smart??..but after all its gonna be worth it~!~(of coz if u choose the right thing, and make the right decision)~</span></span></div></b> </span><p></p></div><b><div style="text-align: right;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: normal;">~i'm not good, but i want to be better~</span></div></b><div class="blogger-post-footer">~i'm not good, but i want to be better~</div>maskydhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13200532722818295607noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2278259508707392496.post-81214253937621065902010-05-14T09:47:00.000+12:002010-05-14T09:48:58.693+12:00::home::<div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Arial; font-size: 13px; "><b><i>"Home"</i></b></span></div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Arial; font-size: 13px; "><div style="text-align: center;"><i><br /></i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i>Another summer day</i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i>Has come and gone away</i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i>In Paris and Rome</i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i>But I wanna go home</i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i>Mmmmmmmm</i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i><br /></i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i>May be surrounded by</i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i>A million people I</i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i>Still feel all alone</i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i>I just wanna go home</i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i>Oh, I miss you, you know</i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i><br /></i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i>And I’ve been keeping all the letters that I wrote to you</i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i>Each one a line or two</i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i>“I’m fine baby, how are you?”</i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i>Well I would send them but I know that it’s just not enough</i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i>My words were cold and flat</i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i>And you deserve more than that</i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i><br /></i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i>Another aeroplane</i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i>Another sunny place</i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i>I’m lucky, I know</i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i>But I wanna go home</i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i>Mmmm, I’ve got to go home</i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i><br /></i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i>Let me go home</i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i>I’m just too far from where you are</i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i>I wanna come home</i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i><br /></i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i>And I feel just like I’m living someone else’s life</i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i>It’s like I just stepped outside</i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i>When everything was going right</i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i>And I know just why you could not</i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i>Come along with me</i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i>'Cause this was not your dream</i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i>But you always believed in me</i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i><br /></i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i>Another winter day has come</i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i>And gone away</i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i>In even Paris and Rome</i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i>And I wanna go home</i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i>Let me go home</i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i><br /></i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i>And I’m surrounded by</i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i>A million people I</i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i>Still feel all alone</i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i>Oh, let me go home</i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i>Oh, I miss you, you know</i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i><br /></i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i>Let me go home</i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i>I’ve had my run</i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i>Baby, I’m done</i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i>I gotta go home</i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i>Let me go home</i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i>It will all be all right</i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i>I’ll be home tonight</i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i>I’m coming back home </i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i><br /></i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i><br /></i></div></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i>~i'm not good, but i want to be better~</i></div><div class="blogger-post-footer">~i'm not good, but i want to be better~</div>maskydhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13200532722818295607noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2278259508707392496.post-10370915920044352012010-01-23T01:04:00.003+13:002010-01-23T01:11:20.713+13:00::5qu4r3 r00t 0f thr33 ~ dave feinberg::<div align="center"><br />I’m sure that I will always be<br />A lonely number like root three<br /><br />The three is all that’s good and right,<br />Why must my three keep out of sight<br />Beneath the vicious square root sign,<br />I wish instead I were a nine<br /><br />For nine could thwart this evil trick,<br />with just some quick arithmetic<br /><br />I know I’ll never see the sun,<br />as 1.7321<br />Such is my reality,<br />a sad irrationality<br /><br />When hark! What is this I see,<br />Another square root of a three<br /><br />As quietly co-waltzing by,<br />Together now we multiply<br />To form a number we prefer,<br />Rejoicing as an integer<br /><br />We break free from our mortal bonds<br />With the wave of magic wands<br /><br />Our square root signs become unglued<br />Your love for me has been renewed<br /></div><div align="right"><br />~i'm not good, but i want to be better~ </div><div class="blogger-post-footer">~i'm not good, but i want to be better~</div>maskydhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13200532722818295607noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2278259508707392496.post-47187828114447091282009-12-25T00:17:00.003+13:002009-12-25T00:58:16.341+13:00::i'm sorry::<div align="center"><strong><span style="font-size:130%;"></span></strong></div><div align="center"><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff6600;">i swear, in a glimpse,</span></strong></div><div align="center"><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff6600;"> i can see dissapointment in his eyes..</span></strong></div><div align="center"><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff6600;"></span></strong> </div><div align="center"><strong><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff6600;"></span></strong></div><div align="center">i'm sorry for him~!~</div><div align="center"> </div><div align="center"></div><div align="center">i once saw his eyes glow with proud</div><div align="center"> </div><div align="center">and today, the very same eyes..is full with different emotion..</div><div align="center">and i asked myself..</div><div align="center"> </div><div align="center"></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;"><strong>"what holds a man from crying??"</strong></span></div><div align="center"><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;"></span></strong> </div><div align="center"> </div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff0000;"></span></div><div align="center"></div><div align="right">~i'm not good, but i want to be better~</div><div class="blogger-post-footer">~i'm not good, but i want to be better~</div>maskydhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13200532722818295607noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2278259508707392496.post-8611539465624877182009-11-19T15:55:00.006+13:002009-11-19T18:01:40.029+13:00::hello malaysia::<div align="right">entry ini ditaip beberapa jam sebelum <em><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">the best journey on earth</span></em> <span style="color:#ffff00;"><em>(pnjam ayat status haziq)</em></span> bermula... dan bermakna berakhirlah penantianku utk pulang ke tanah air yang ku chentai~!!~actually takde lah tangkap cintan sangat dengan malaysia, it just that my family is there..so excited la nk balik malaysia kn...cube kalau family kau di LONDON~(london ini dipilih dgn tujuan)..ada kau kisah nak balik malaysia???~HUHU</div><div align="right"></div><div align="right"></div><div align="right"></div><div align="right">jadi malam ni aku akan bertolak ke <em><span style="color:#ff9900;">christchurch</span></em>...menjadi "blanketgirl" semalaman di airport christchurch, dan mengambil penerbangan ke <span style="color:#ff9900;"><em>bali</em></span> pada jam 0600 esok...singgah di <span style="color:#ff9900;"><em>sydney</em></span> dan kemudian bermalam di bali sebelum meneruskan perjalanan ke <em><span style="color:#ff9900;">malaysia</span></em> pada hari sabtu jam 2030~!!~..<strong><span style="color:#33ff33;">i'll in 4 country in less than 3 days</span></strong>~</div><div align="right">NW ZEALAND~AUSTRALIA~INDONESIA~MALAYSIA ku yg permai~</div><div align="right">(rse kagum dgn diri sendiri)~!!!~</div><div align="right">yeay..semangat nk balik </div><div align="right">walaupun perjalanan ini aku rasa amat menyusahkan~!!</div><div align="right"></div><div align="right"></div><div align="right"></div><div align="right">SO..secara rasminya,</div><div align="right">2 hari lepas (17 nov)..genap setahun aku dan kawan2 yang lain berada kt bumi new zealand ni...in someways, cam tak percaya la jugak..hehe..kalau kumpul air mata kan..cukup la rasanya kalau nk buat amek air semayang...hehehe...</div><div align="right">to all<span style="color:#ff9900;"> mara cohort 2,</span> <strong><span style="color:#33ff33;">victoria university of wellington</span></strong>..</div><div align="right">naim, haziq, iqbal, jiji, hzim, nana, hana, ijan, aju, sal, mimi, and anis ..</div><div align="right">congratz, we made it~!!~</div><div align="right">end of the first year~!!~</div><div align="right">and <span style="color:#ff6666;">get ready for the next journey in the next stage of our life</span>~</div><div align="right"></div><div align="right"></div><div align="right"></div><div align="right">hurm...i got to go now.</div><div align="right">nak mandi and bersiap utk ke wellington airport..</div><div align="right">pray that i'm gonna have a safe journey~</div><div align="right">for those who are still <strong><span style="color:#ff0000;">"stuck" in wellington city...(aju..sal..ijan)</span></strong></div><div align="right">...diucapkan...<strong>BERTABAHLAH</strong>..</div><div align="right">..hahahhahaha..(gelak dgn sejahat mungkin)..</div><div align="right">get ready for <span style="color:#00cccc;">house inspection and truskan packing</span> okeyh~!!~</div><div align="right">its not so long...just another week to go before u guys reach malysiaku yg permai</div><div align="right">...KEH...KEH...KEH...KEH...KEH..</div><div align="right">~wslm..adios~</div><div align="right"></div><div align="right"></div><div align="right">~i'm not good, but i want to be better~</div><div class="blogger-post-footer">~i'm not good, but i want to be better~</div>maskydhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13200532722818295607noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2278259508707392496.post-12358799706175912522009-11-05T23:45:00.004+13:002009-11-06T00:28:05.333+13:00::the bunga api @ harbour::<div align="center">petang tadi berniat nak gi harbour sebab cuaca yg sgt indah and rindu kt burung2...tapi bila dah pikir dalam2, niat tu di batalkan and terus bergerak ke library..rase cm sedar diri sikit sebab exam dah dekat..huhuhu..</div><div align="center"></div><div align="center"></div><div align="center"></div><div align="center">sepanjang kat library tu, as usual pilih spot yg paling best skali..dekat tingkap and nampak the whole wellington pnyer view. inilah library yang paling aku suke skali dalam hidup aku... bila penat2 blaja, toleh jer sebelah nmpk <span style="color:#33ff33;">pemandangan yang chantek</span>..tgk plak depan, nmpk plak ada <span style="color:#33ff33;">org lain termenung jugk tgk laut</span>..keh3.. pastu da ptg2 sket, <span style="color:#ffcc00;">tgk kt harbour, ada org tgh main kayak, and speedboat</span>..and ada bunga api sket2..and then wondering lagi..ada ape kt harbour arini???cm meriah jer...(<span style="color:#999900;">dlm hati menyesal tak gi harbour</span>)..</div><div align="center"></div><div align="center"></div><div align="center">tyme masuk maghrib, hati cam meronta2 suruh balik...tapi berjaya ditahan lpas dpt tahu yang ada <span style="color:#3333ff;">firecraker punyer pertunjukan kt harbour pkl 9 mlm</span>..alang2 da malas nak gerak harbour, baik stay jer kat sini...view dari sini pn cun jer..dan aku gi la smayang kt surau..</div><div align="center"></div><div align="center">balik jer dari surau...tgk2 meja ak da penuh dgn mat2 n minah2 omputeh</div><div align="center"> </div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;"><strong>..."WEYH..SUKE ATI KORANG JER CURIK SPOT AKU YANG BEST NI YERK~!!!~~KORANG BLAH SKARANG~!!!~"...</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;"></span> </div><div align="center">kata2 itu hanya terluah jauh di dasar hati ku..</div><div align="center">(<em><span style="color:#ffcc33;">tindakan sebenar ialah amek beg...and pegi kat member2 lain</span></em>)</div><div align="center">...sobbbbssss....sdeyh..xsuke3<em><span style="color:#ffff00;">..*bce dgn gye iklan cat yg ada kuman2 tu*.</span></em></div><div align="center">.sdeyh ok..amek port aku...tumbuk kang~!!~</div><div align="center">nasib baek maskyd ni sabar~*weeee</div><div align="center"></div><div align="center">then..pertunjukan tu pn start la dgn meriah nyer...bunga api dari atas kapal..kat tgh laut..kat harbour...<span style="color:#ffcc00;">wow weeee</span>.....chantek2..</div><div align="center"></div><div align="center">tgh tgk2 bunge api..tetibe teringat kt angah~!!!~</div><div align="center">klu angah ada kn bes..boleyh angah amek gmbr bnyak2..chantek2..</div><div align="center">ucapan utk angah..</div><div align="center"></div><div align="center"><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33cc00;">"angah mas tak de camera besar~!!~sobbbbssss"</span></strong></div><div align="center"></div><div align="center">abes jer pertunjukan tu..trus kemas2 barang and balik rmh dgn laju2...</div><div align="center">dengan harapan angah tgh online...yess, angah online...trus bgtw..</div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ffcc00;">"<em>angah..td ada pertunjukan bunga api mcm yg kite gi aritu..tp..mas xde camera besar..sobbss</em>"</span></div><div align="center">dan angah menjawab..</div><div align="center"></div><div align="center"><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33cc00;">"xpe..camera kecik pn xde hal"</span></strong></div><div align="center"><strong><span style="font-size:130%;"></span></strong></div><div align="center">erkk...</div><div align="center">sungguh jawapan itu tak memberangsangkan..</div><div align="center">..phewwww...</div><div align="center"><span style="color:#009900;">sbb camera kecik pn aku x bwk g library</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#009900;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#009900;"></span></div><div align="center"></div><div align="center">~cmne maskydd xtahu ada "the bunga api show @ harbour" mlm ni td??~</div><div align="center"></div><div align="center"></div><div align="center"><em><span style="color:#ff0000;">~huh..patut bwak camera gi sume tmpt~!!~</span></em></div><div align="center"><em><span style="color:#ff0000;"></span></em></div><div align="center"></div><div align="center"></div><div align="right">~i'm not good, but i want to be better~</div><div class="blogger-post-footer">~i'm not good, but i want to be better~</div>maskydhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13200532722818295607noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2278259508707392496.post-2919871905873369462009-10-30T17:51:00.002+13:002009-10-30T17:57:23.919+13:00::perspective is a beautiful thing::<div align="center">"One day, the father of a very wealthy family took his son on a trip to the country with the express<br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">purpose of showing him how poor people live</span>.<br />They spent a couple of days and nights on the farm of what would be considered a very poor family.<br />On their return from their trip, the father asked his son ,<br />'How was the trip?'<br /><span style="color:#660000;">'It was great, Dad.</span>''<br />Did you see how poor people live?' the father asked..<br />'Oh yeah,' said the son.<br />'So, tell me, <span style="color:#330033;">what did you learn from the trip</span>?' asked the father.<br /><br />The son answered:<br />'I saw that <span style="color:#cc33cc;">we have one dog</span> and they had four.<br />We have a pool that reaches to the middle of our garden and <span style="color:#660000;">they have a creek that has no end</span>.<br />We have <span style="color:#cc33cc;">imported lanterns</span> in our garden and they have the stars at night.<br />Our patio reaches to the front yard and they have <span style="color:#660000;">the whole horizon</span>.<br />We have a <span style="color:#cc66cc;">small piece of land</span> to live on and they have fields that go beyond our sight.<br />We have servants who serve us, but <span style="color:#660000;">they serve others</span>.<br />We <span style="color:#cc66cc;">buy our food</span>, but they grow theirs.<br />We have walls around our property to protect us, <span style="color:#660000;">they have friends to protect them</span>."<br /><br />The boy's father was speechless. Then his son added,<br /><br />"<strong><span style="color:#009900;">Thanks Dad for showing me how poor we are</span></strong>."<br /><br /><span style="color:#33ffff;"><strong>Isn't perspective a wonderful thing?</strong></span><br />Makes you wonder what would happen if we all gave thanks for everything we have,<br />instead of worrying about what we don't have.<br /></div><div align="center">"Appreciate every single thing you have."<br /><br /><em><span style="color:#ff0000;">"don't wait for a miracle to happen, go and </span><span style="color:#ff0000;">create</span></em><span style="color:#ff0000;"> one" </span></div><div align="right"><br />~i'm not good, but i want to be better~</div><div class="blogger-post-footer">~i'm not good, but i want to be better~</div>maskydhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13200532722818295607noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2278259508707392496.post-15671667058681980622009-10-22T11:47:00.005+13:002009-10-22T15:53:54.476+13:00::CIA Agent memberi laporan~random shot::sudah bermula hari perlunya membuka nota2 lain, setelah penat mengadap paper statistic..optionnya cuma ada 2..either calculus or discrete math..i choose discrete math, supaya otak boleh bekerja secara logic dan aku tak perlu memegang calculator yang mahal itu...(<em><span style="color:#ffcc66;">selalu berasa bangga dgn calculator yg berharga rm400 itu..hehhe</span></em>)..<br /><br />terfikirkan sesuatu..<br />when math is not about the numbers, when non-math people cant read the truth tables, when math cause the maps to have colours and when galileo galilei use his philosophy to explain math....<span style="color:#cc33cc;">I'M SO DAMN PROUD TO BE A MATH STUDENT~!!~..</span>even i dont understand a thing about that 'graph colouring'...weee~~<br /><br />sedang menyelak-nyelak notes discrete smlm, my mum called...setelah berbual-bual (<span style="color:#ffcc33;">tntang bnyk topic2 santai, dan juge sudah tentu tntang kepulanganku ke malysia, tnh air terchenta</span>), kemudian, aku cuba membuka topic itu pada emak...<span style="color:#ff0000;">BERJAYA~!</span>~(<span style="color:#ffcc66;">CIA agent maskydd ini sgguh mantap dalam mnjalankan tugas</span>) ... tanpa kusedari, ayah juga mendengar pertanyaanku itu,..<br /><br />dari pertanyaanku, jawapan mak mudah, iaitu, <em><span style="color:#009900;">"terlalu awal untuk menilai, mak tak boleh nak ckp "..</span></em><br />dari apa yang kufahami, buat masa sekarang,<br />...jawapan untuk itu bukan semudah "YA" atau "TIDAK"..<br />...dan jawapannya sudah pasti bukan sekadar mengapply pemikiran logic ..<br />...dan jawapannya juga tidak perlu pada statistic,tidak akan ada 'decision tree' yang perlu dilukis<br />..kerana ia berdasarkan penilaian dan pemerhatian..<br />without a fixed possibilities, and the number of trials is only one..n=1..<br /><br /><strong><span style="color:#cc6600;">JADI, jika tersalah membuat keputusan, takkan ada percubaan kedua...</span></strong><br /><br />dari pertanyaanku yang sama, jawapan ayah pula, <em><span style="color:#009900;">"ayah rasa ok, tapi kena tengok la jgk</span></em>, janganlah jenis 'hati buah...'.."..(ak xingat hati buah ape yg ayah ckp, tp mak ada explain maksud perkataan tu)..<br /><br />dari jawapan ayah pula, aku tak tahu penilaian ayah berdasarkan apa..tapi aku pasti, ayah juga mahukan yang terbaik utk anak2nya..naluri ayah pun, kadang2 boleyh pakai jugak..hihihi..btol x??..<br /><br />tapi, ada kata2 mak yang terkesan dihati, "yang penting adalah doa.doa utk yang terbaik"..kadang2 aku mcm terlupa tentang ini..kekuatan doa, , besarnya keAgungan Allah, yang tak pernah jemu untuk mendengar rayuan hamba2-Nya...hebatnya bantuan Tuhan yang Dia turunkan dalam berbagai2 cara...<br /><br /><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff9900;">"ALLAH MEMBERI WALAUPUN KITA TAK MEMINTA, JIKA BTUL2 MAHU, POHONLAH PADA DIA DENGAN DOA..DIA PASTI MEMAKBULKAN, DAN DIA AKAN MEMBERI YANG TERBAIK...."</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff9900;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff9900;"></span></div><div align="center"><em><span style="color:#ffff00;">p/s: CIA Agent maskydd selesai melaporkan~!!~saya sudahpun bertanya...sekarang giliran kamu pula~</span></em></div><div align="center"><em><span style="color:#ffff00;"></span></em></div><div align="center"></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff0000;">~let me sing, and do sing with me~</span></div><div align="right"><br />~i'm not good, but i want to be better~</div><div class="blogger-post-footer">~i'm not good, but i want to be better~</div>maskydhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13200532722818295607noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2278259508707392496.post-6377548719679075182009-10-03T22:00:00.012+13:002009-10-04T18:17:39.649+13:00::the grown up talk::<p>kak yang, sila tersenyum membaca entry ini~!!~huh..tak tau camne nak start..sambil telinga ditutup dengan headphone, dan lagu-lagu berkumandang dari i-tunes, mas menaip entry ni...</p><br /><p>firstly, mas sangat excited dengar cerita tadi~when i said sangat, i mean.. SANGAT..SANGAT..~excited mood which causing me to smile all the way typing this. and the part yang mas paling suka is....jumpa mak and ayah untuk bagitau...ahaks3...uhuks3*tersedak*...this is so classic sis...a way <span style="color:#009900;">tooooooooooo classic</span>...hahhaha..*gelak guling2*<em>owh..lagu taylor swift, "<strong>LOVE STORY</strong>" is on the air*...see u make your way to the crowd and say hello~!!!~</em>hahahahaha~*suits well*...at least this is what my imagination of how he meet the parents~our parents....~!!~i prayed that this first....is also the last for you...<span style="color:#ff0000;">keep it forever sis</span>~!!!</p><br /><p>diganggu emosi syahdu tibe2~!!</p><br /><p>my <strong><span style="color:#660000;">shorty</span>.., <span style="color:#990000;">sweetie</span>, and <span style="color:#990000;">cutie</span></strong>...big sister~!!~</p><br /><p>i never realized that we had grow up this much~!!~seeing you, make me feel the age of 21 is nothing, but only a number....hmm..even u are older..i felt soooo grown up when this is really happening to you...mcm tak sangka yang kita dah besar, sangat terasa yang kita dah besar,..where the <span style="color:#ff6600;">time for our parents to let us go</span>, is nearly come...(<span style="color:#009900;">sedey..tp ni kenyataan, it could be anytime from now</span>...3 years is not as long as we thought..he graduate..and and i<strong><span style="color:#ffcc00;"> graduate</span></strong> too..haha..).. congratz sis..<strong><span style="color:#ff0000;">i'm really happy for you....</span></strong></p><br /><p>growing up is fun..we learnt how to <span style="color:#ffcc00;">shopping</span>..we know how to <span style="color:#ffcc00;">tour kl</span> , especially <span style="color:#ffcc00;">"your" jalan TAR</span>..<span style="color:#009900;">we shared stories</span>~!!~we tell each others experienced..and we do improve ourself to be better..we learnt <span style="color:#009900;">so much thing together</span> all the way <span style="color:#ff0000;">to be a grown up.</span>.<br />I guess when it comes down to it.. being grown up isn't half as fun as growing up..these are the best days of our lives...the only thing that matters now is just <strong><span style="color:#ff0000;">following your heart</span></strong>...and eventually you'll finally get it right..my instict is sometimes good~!!~together wit your "raye kt kampung thing"..i mean <strong><span style="color:#ff0000;">the istikharah</span></strong>..not the dream~!!~when the dream is there, gerak hati doesn't matter anymore..for me, it is <span style="color:#33ccff;">crystal clear</span>...so you <span style="color:#ff9900;">dont have to worry</span> so much~!!~</p><br /><p>teringat mas pernah baca, a very nice quote<span style="color:#33cc00;">.."menjadi tua itu pasti, tapi menjadi dewasa itu adalah pilihan"</span>...i believe u have made your choice sis ..the best decision...kyg dah dewasa...pheeewitt....<strong><span style="color:#ff0000;">selamat mnjadi dewasa</span></strong>~!!~hahaha~haishh..dewasa2 pn..i still love to quote this song for this moment, <span style="color:#ffcc00;">SHOULDER TO CRY ON</span><em>..."when you need a shoulder to cry on, when you need a friend to rely on, when the whole world is gone, you wont be alone bcoz I'll be there."..</em>i'm always be there..being born as <span style="color:#33cc00;">your sister is great</span> you know~!!~</p><br /><p>kembali semula kepada itu~!!~pendapat mas....<span style="color:#66ffff;">MATANG</span>...<span style="color:#66ffff;">RELIABLE</span>.., and insyaAllah <span style="color:#66ffff;">BERIMAN</span>~!!~keh3...lame mas menilai..satu2 mas tgk....hurm..sbb ada mata and you keep asking me, mas ckp jgk la....<span style="color:#66ffff;">KACAK</span>~!!~ahaks~!!~(<span style="color:#ffcc33;">even k.ude sruh tukar hair style</span>)...still not bad..hohohoho...(<span style="color:#ffcc33;">mas baik okeyh..takde la jahat sgt</span>~!!)...satu lagi quote utk kak yang,..take the risk..<strong><span style="color:#ff9900;">never regret </span></strong>your decision...sometimes we realized something is important to us when we lost them..hehe..utk <span style="color:#ff0000;">"keinsafan" that you felt</span>~!!~keh3..*gelak guling2 lg*</p><img style="TEXT-ALIGN: center; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 368px; DISPLAY: block; HEIGHT: 215px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5388357866423998994" border="0" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh4jImVTTwvSMPq_ULSG9HbuVHR7qFM8lnUw_9ETX77Byz9kyr6lMcRTSY2S6Zxj_lJFw_ik90969RWJSTZtDmS1c1AswIlqCxb9TOFs8gUL0GgBhVclomyoOBplJnxZGQE2jWdgWbmY1M/s320/mtwain.jpg" /><br /><p>ok, smpy sini jer dulu..lain kali mas sambung lagi..<strong><span style="color:#ff0000;">i'm reaaaaaaally happy for you sis</span></strong>....of coz with a condition which is...<span style="color:#ff0000;">you are also happy with it</span>...<span style="color:#009900;">when mak and ayah says OK..insyaALLAH it will be OK</span>~parents say is a DOA right~!!</p><p>bdw, nak taw tak nape that bro get a fever??...sbb <span style="color:#ff9900;">dia dah kena tulah</span> mas, i wanna join your 1st "outing"..but you only told me after that??...hahaha..kn da demam~!!~<span style="color:#ff9900;">good for him</span>...</p><p>p/s: </p><p><strong><span style="color:#993399;">sis</span></strong>::stop all that rock kapak *kau/aku* thing...you should be <span style="color:#ff9900;">flowery like me</span>~~miowww...</p><p><span style="color:#993399;"><strong>bro</strong></span>::take a good care of my sister~!!~this is a must~!!</p><div align="right">~i'm not good, but i want to be better~</div><div class="blogger-post-footer">~i'm not good, but i want to be better~</div>maskydhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13200532722818295607noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2278259508707392496.post-56458623481462326082009-10-03T19:56:00.004+13:002009-10-03T20:35:57.564+13:00::stainless steel in da making::<div align="left"></div><div align="center">saya nak menjadi <span style="color:#ff0000;">stainless steel</span>......maskydd sila jadi <span style="color:#ff0000;">stainless steel</span>.~!!...</div><div align="center"><span style="color:#006600;"><strong>a true stainless steel inside out~!!!!</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#006600;"><strong>~</strong></span>nak tahu kenapa??..</div><div align="center">sebab saya terkesan dengan ucapan ni...</div><div align="left"></div><blockquote><div align="center">"abah ingatkan <span style="color:#ff0000;">"stainless steel"</span> ni kuat and tahan karat, cair<br />jugak bila ditempa"..ucapan ni bukan diucapkan oleh ayah saya, tapi bapa kepada<br />saudara irfan jani...(ayah irfan anggap dia macam <span style="color:#ff0000;">stainless steel</span>???..hahaha..comel...nak<br />gelak pun ada)...</div></blockquote><div align="center">saya menjadi termotivasi nak jadi <span style="color:#ff0000;">stainless steel</span>.</div><div align="center">..kuat dan tahan karat...tapi masih boleh ditempa....</div><div align="center">so, <span style="color:#ff0000;">stainless steel</span> maskydd adalah</div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ffcc00;">~kuat~ tabah ~ tak mudah berubah hati ~ tak selalu homesick ~ jarang nangis ~</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ffcc00;">dan sebagainya~!!!!!</span></div><div align="center">tapi still boleh dibentuk...ermm..which means, </div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff0000;">stainless steel</span> maskydd ni still boleh <span style="color:#ffcc00;">berubah ke arah kebaikan</span>~!!</div><div align="center">insyaALLAH</div><div align="center"></div><div align="center">~yeay..,sila jd <span style="color:#ff0000;">stainless steel</span>~!~<strong><span style="color:#ff0000;">stainless steel</span> in the making~!!</strong></div><div align="center"><strong></strong></div><div align="center"></div><div align="center"></div><div align="center"></div><div align="right">~i'm not good, but i want to be better~</div><div class="blogger-post-footer">~i'm not good, but i want to be better~</div>maskydhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13200532722818295607noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2278259508707392496.post-89261294873841848672009-09-23T18:34:00.006+12:002009-09-23T20:40:19.270+12:00::istimewa buat ar-raheeq::<div align="center"></div><div align="center"></div><div align="center"></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#33ff33;">kehadapan <span style="color:#ff6666;"><strong>ar-raheeq</strong></span> yang amat saya kasihi dan sayangi.</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#33ff33;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#33ff33;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#33ff33;"></span></div><div align="center"></div><div align="center"></div><div align="center"></div><div align="center">saya menulis di sini kerana <span style="color:#ffcc00;">saya yakin kamu akan membacanya</span>. </div><div align="center">maafkan saya kerana memilih <span style="color:#ff6666;">"ar-raheeq"</span> berbanding nama2 kamu yang lain. maafkan saya juga kerana saya tak pernah mempunyai kekuatan utk mengucapkan sendiri di hadapan kamu apa juga yang saya akan tuliskan buat kamu disini.</div><div align="center"></div><div align="center">saya sendiri tak pasti bagaimana saya mahu memulakan bingkisan buat kamu ini. </div><div align="center">tapi apa yang saya tahu, <span style="color:#ffcc00;">saya merasa sebak</span> membaca entry di blog kamu itu.."maaf"..</div><div align="center"></div><div align="center"></div><div align="center"></div><div align="center"></div><div align="center"></div><div align="center"></div><div align="center"></div><div align="center">...<span style="color:#ffcc00;">maaf kamu saya terima</span> <span style="color:#ff6666;">ar-raheeq</span>...</div><div align="center">walaupun kamu tidak bersalah apa2 dengan saya sebenarnya. kamu seorang sahabat yang baik..tak pernah mahu menjadi punca kerisauan seorang sahabat yang lain..memang betul, setiap kali saya bertanya tentang kesihatan kamu..</div><div align="center">memang itu jawapan kamu..</div><div align="center">"<span style="color:#33cc00;">sihat2..alhamdulillah</span>"</div><div align="center">..seingat saya,<span style="color:#ffcc00;"> jawapan kamu tak pernah berbeza</span>..</div><div align="center">adakah itu keadaan yang sebenarnya <span style="color:#ff6666;">ar-raheeq</span>??</div><div align="center">saya tidak pasti, kamu lebih tahu tentang itu..</div><div align="center">dan kamu telah mnjawabnya bahawa ia tentang keadaan fizikal kamu.</div><div align="center"></div><div align="center"></div><div align="center"></div><div align="center"></div><div align="center"></div><div align="center"></div><div align="center"></div><div align="center"></div><div align="center">maafkan saya juga <span style="color:#ff6666;">ar-raheeq</span>, </div><div align="center">saya yakin, <span style="color:#ffcc00;">ada hak kamu yang tidak saya sempurnakan</span>..hak2 yang tak tertunai oleh seorang teman. kamu tahu <span style="color:#ff6666;">ar-raheeq</span>, ada sedikit rasa terkilan yang tersimpan dalam hati saya sebenarnya. ketika saya mendapat khabar yang kamu di masukkan ke ward di <span style="color:#33cc00;">jordan</span>, saya cuma dapat <span style="color:#000099;">menitipkan doa</span> buat kamu....<span style="color:#ffcc00;">agar kamu sembuh dan sihat semula</span>...agar saya masih punya kesempatan bertemu dengan kamu.</div><div align="center">kemudian, saya mendapat khabar bahawa kamu di bawa pulang ke <span style="color:#33cc00;">malaysia</span>..tapi ketika itu saya terlalu <span style="color:#ffcc00;">lalai dengan urusan saya sendiri</span>, sibuk dengan persiapan ke oversea.</div><div align="center">sehingga saya lupa pada seorang teman yang <span style="color:#ffcc00;">mungkin memerlukan kekuatan</span>, </div><div align="center">iaitu kamu <span style="color:#ff6666;">ar-raheeq</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff6666;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff6666;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff6666;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff6666;"></span></div><div align="center">...sehinggalah saya tiba di bumi <span style="color:#33cc00;">new zealand</span> ini,....sedangkan ketika itu jarak yang memisahkan kita...hanyalah setengah jam perjalanan komuter dari <span style="color:#33cc00;">nilai ke seremban</span>..tapi saya tak pernah tiba dihadapan rumah kamu untuk melawat kamu ketika itu...dan jarak kita kini sangat jauh...<span style="color:#33cc00;">new zealnd ke malaysia</span>...atau mungkin juga, <span style="color:#33cc00;">new zealand ke jordan</span>. saya kesal dan terkilan dengan kealpaan diri sendiri. saya tak menunaikan hak yang sepatutnya kamu terima sebagai seorang sahabat. </div><div align="center"></div><div align="center"></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ffcc00;">maafkan saya</span> <span style="color:#ff6666;">ar-raheeq</span>.</div><div align="center"></div><div align="center"></div><div align="center"></div><div align="center"></div><div align="center">saya tak tahu mengapa, saya amat mengelak utk bertanya khabar pada kamu kerana saya tidak tahu apa ucapan terbaik yang dapat saya katakan pada kamu setiap kali kita berchatting.</div><div align="center">"<span style="color:#33ccff;"><em>jgn lupa mkn ubat</em></span>"..."<em><span style="color:#33ccff;">jgn miss checkup</span></em>"..."<span style="color:#33ccff;"><em>jaga diri baik2</em></span>"</div><div align="center">"<span style="color:#33ccff;"><em>mas sentiasa mendoakn</em></span>"..."<span style="color:#33ccff;"><em>semuanya ada hikmah</em></span>"</div><div align="center">..saya rasa ucapan2 saya itu <span style="color:#ffcc00;">tak mampu memberi kekuatan</span> pada kamu ..</div><div align="center">saya tak tahu kenapa <span style="color:#ff6666;">ar-raheeq</span>, saya menjadi terlalu takut,</div><div align="center">maafkan saya sekali lagi <span style="color:#ff6666;">ar-raheeq</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff6666;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff6666;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff6666;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff6666;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff6666;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff6666;"></span></div><div align="center"></div><div align="center">hari ini 23 haribulan, saya tak mahu kamu bersedih,</div><div align="center">dengan penerbangan ke <span style="color:#33cc00;">jordan</span> yang terpaksa dibatalkan itu</div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ffcc00;">..jangan bersedih..</span></div><div align="center">saya hanya mahu kamu sembuh dan sihat..</div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ffcc00;">saya yakin</span> <span style="color:#ff6666;">ar-raheeq</span>, </div><div align="center">satu masa nanti</div><div align="center">kamu akan dapat kembali ke <span style="color:#33cc00;">jordan</span> </div><div align="center">dan <span style="color:#ffcc00;">meneruskan perjuangan</span> yang tertangguh</div><div align="center">..biiznillah..insyaALLAH..</div><div align="center"></div><div align="center"></div><div align="center"></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff0000;">kamu perlu kuat, kamu mesti terus kuat</span></div><div align="center">andai saya mampu, <span style="color:#ffcc00;">ingin saya pinjamkan kekuatan</span> saya,</div><div align="center">walaupun saya tak sekuat mana, </div><div align="center">saya berharap kekuatan saya yang sedikit itu <span style="color:#ffcc00;">mampu membantu kamu</span>.</div><div align="center">saya tahu kamu memang sangat tabah</div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff0000;">teruslah menjadi tabah wahai sahabat..</span></div><div align="center">jika tidak, kamu bukan lagi <span style="color:#3366ff;">SPIRITO</span>~!!!</div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff0000;">spirito perlu ada spirit yg tinggi~!!</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff0000;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff0000;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff0000;"></span></div><div align="center"></div><div align="center"></div><div align="center"></div><div align="center"><em><span style="color:#993399;">saya mendoakan pembedahan pemindahan sum2 tulang itu berjaya, </span></em></div><div align="center"><em><span style="color:#993399;">dan dijalankan secepat mungkin, andai itu yang terbaik buat kamu.</span></em></div><div align="center"><em><span style="color:#993399;">dan semoga kamu cepat sembuh dan kita akan bertemu hujung tahun ini</span></em></div><div align="center"><em><span style="color:#993399;">~ameen~</span></em></div><div align="center"></div><div align="center">::maafkan segala khilaf saya::</div><div align="center"></div><div align="center"></div><div align="center"></div><div align="center"></div><div align="center"></div><div align="center"></div><div align="center"></div><div align="right">~i'm not good, but i want to be better~</div><div class="blogger-post-footer">~i'm not good, but i want to be better~</div>maskydhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13200532722818295607noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2278259508707392496.post-91798192838389665072009-09-21T18:32:00.004+12:002009-09-23T10:04:31.925+12:00::raya datang lagi::new zealand menyambut 1 syawal hari ni. lewat sehari dari malaysia. gembira mestilah ada..tp sedihnya lebih banyak lagi. <span style="color:#006600;">MENANGIS DI PAGI RAYA???..</span>owh..hari ini tidak~!!~saya sudah menangis masa nw zealnd tak jadi raya semalam. menangis bersama2 dgn mak<span style="color:#ffff33;">~..(terima kaseh mak)..</span><br /><br />bertakbir selepas subuh td..berjadi mencetuskan sedikit rasa sebak di hati..tp rasa mengantuk telah mnjadi juara..<span style="color:#009900;">ALLAH MEMBERI RASA MENGANTUK SEBAGAI SATU BENTUK KETENANGAN</span>~(<span style="color:#ffff33;">sperti dalam perang Badar *saya baru</span> <span style="color:#ffff33;">tahu tentang ini</span>)..<br /><br /><br />wondering alone in my room...this year my family tangkap gmbar raya tak???..bcoz i'm not there...tgkap jgk kot..hurmmm..ntahla..tp xnk bertanya..huhuhu...nnt ad rasa yg x best..tp klu tgkap jgk..angah sile upload...mahu menatap~!!<br /><br /><br />p/s: <span style="color:#00cccc;">maaf zahir batin ye sume..kpd abg2 dan kakak yg dah bekerjaya...hulur2 la dwet raye yer...xyh masuk akaun nw zealnd..mas claim balek nnt..</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;"></span><br /><br />~i'm not good, but i want to be better~<div class="blogger-post-footer">~i'm not good, but i want to be better~</div>maskydhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13200532722818295607noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2278259508707392496.post-70349286733142491402009-09-13T23:08:00.006+12:002009-09-14T00:18:40.533+12:00::hakikatnya::<div align="left">kadang-kadang kita terlupa..<br />betapa pentingnya untuk menjaga hati,<br />bukan hanya hati orang lain,<br />tetapi juga hati kita sendiri.</div><br /><div align="left">kadang-kadang kita tak sengaja..</div><div align="left">melukakan hati sendiri untuk menjaga hati orang lain,</div><div align="left">atau..<br />kadang-kadang kita memang sengaja..</div><div align="left">menjadi terlalu ego, </div><div align="left">untuk menunjukkan bentuk hati kita pada orang lain,<br />sedangkan ego itu juga satu penyakit hati..</div><div align="left">yang hakikatnya melukakan hati kita sendiri..</div><br /><div align="left">hakikatnya, </div><div align="left">perlakuan itu refleksi hati,..</div><div align="left">adakah emosi juga dari hati??</div><div align="left">kerana hati terlalu sukar untuk difahami..</div><div align="left">begitu juga dengan emosi</div><div align="left">apabila adanya rasa tak dihargai..</div><div align="left">(itukah yg dirasa??..emosi terlalu sukar ditafsir)</div><br /><br /><div align="left">kadang-kadang kita merasakan..</div><div align="left">diri cuma diperlukan pada waktu2 tertentu,</div><div align="left">hakikatnya, </div><div align="left">mungkin kita juga berbuat begitu pada org lain...</div><p align="center">~maskydd,2009~<br /></p><div align="center">hakikatnya wahai maskidah~</div><br /><div align="center">..what goes around always comes around..<br /></div><div align="center">jadi..<br /></div><div align="center">buangkanlah perasaan yang terlalu sensitif itu</div><br /><div align="center">dan</div><br /><div align="center">"jika mahu dihargai, perlu terlebih dahulu menghargai orang lain. jika mahu dihormati, hormati dulu orang lain. Jika mahu disayangi, mesti terlebih dahulu menyayangi orang lain"</div><br /><br /><div align="center">~ini bkn bermaksud maskydd kekurangan kasih sayang okeyh~!!!~</div><div align="center"></div><div align="center">:kamu tidak terlalu baik maskidah:</div><div align="center">~you do make mistake~</div><div align="center">~NEVER TAKE PEOPLE FOR GRANTED~</div><div align="center"> </div><p align="center"><img style="TEXT-ALIGN: center; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 493px; DISPLAY: block; HEIGHT: 241px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5380921458521758802" border="0" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj-L7EI-vUQTS8c0Alfa1siNz18SB-QC1KAqhKGWNHi5wW_FNctGUDXrS-85hVnEAbhMsVqVDDNrW6S3qgrZjxUsHgKSIdrdbHjMXlxBcIQu7JvJaWb2Vi4PeWrJ3ac4aoemwBvOOpYD6M/s320/17527.jpg" /><br /></p><div align="center">just rambling before bedtime apabila hati ini terlalu merasa terasa</div><br /><div align="center">~perlu tido supaya fikiran tidak melayang lebih jauh~<br /></div><div align="center"></div><div align="center"> </div><div align="center">semoga hari esok maskydd lebih baik dari hari ini</div><div align="center"> </div><div align="center"></div><div align="center"></div><div align="center">saya minta maaf pada semua</div><div align="center"></div><div align="center">selamat malam dunia<br /></div><div align="right">~i'm not good, but i want to be better~</div><div class="blogger-post-footer">~i'm not good, but i want to be better~</div>maskydhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13200532722818295607noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2278259508707392496.post-7084196925318693832009-09-10T20:43:00.007+12:002009-09-10T20:59:13.803+12:00::ALHAMDULILLAH::<div align="center">kali ni tak nak cakap banyak<br /></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="color:#00cccc;">...::</span>let the pictures play their role<span style="color:#00cccc;">::...</span></span><br /></div><br /><div align="center">tahukah kamu apekah<strong><span style="color:#ff6666;"> ini</span></strong>??? </div><div align="center"><br /> </div><img style="TEXT-ALIGN: center; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 320px; DISPLAY: block; HEIGHT: 240px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5379760330542736546" border="0" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEixdYXgR4aJS4lACNnDgYYR0FQpUlvfXnCrcp431M3vXaFqXcoQm6wis3Zf_wqEK-wt-7LQH8cn2fmcUcJ4j0triuFgYKU3q661BW5f71lJdBWTGvxFltAdpK69sneqQ4zyG5aDWjRFAFg/s320/DSCF0892.JPG" /><br /><br /><p align="center">dan juga <strong><span style="color:#ff9966;">ini</span></strong>???<br /></p><br /><p></p><br /><br /><p><img style="TEXT-ALIGN: center; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 320px; DISPLAY: block; HEIGHT: 240px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5379756991409443778" border="0" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiZuWHIBIrdoFBESKWVYPvZP3X2fby3jl1x_hryMojoZxFyzAWCWDvEqqBPaVniH7vaeuO8sq5f5B0aUv1CcjgWcEf-tDWiG2pMGxTWPyvhjNxdE1lZrN6HS7yyyBOkGMHQg-bILvxWI6A/s320/DSCF0890.JPG" /><br /></p><br /><br /><p align="center">dah jelas tulis kat atas dua2 card tu sebenarnya,...hehehe..seronok..</p><p align="center">~THEY ARE SHINING U KNOW~!!~<br /><em><span style="color:#009900;"></span></em></p><p align="center"><em><span style="color:#009900;">~alhamdulillah....syukran ala kullihal...~</span></em><br /></p><div align="right">~i'm not good, but i want to be better~</div><div class="blogger-post-footer">~i'm not good, but i want to be better~</div>maskydhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13200532722818295607noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2278259508707392496.post-45704694992753557642009-09-05T21:17:00.003+12:002009-09-05T21:32:34.427+12:00::to all my friends::<div align="center"><span style="color:#ff6600;">FRIENDSHIP....</span></div><div align="center">..is like<span style="color:#cc33cc;"> a song</span>,</div><div align="center">a beautiful melody that lingers on, </div><div align="center">..is like<span style="color:#cc33cc;"> a ray of light</span>,</div><div align="center">it's radiance is pure and bright </div><div align="center">..is like <span style="color:#cc33cc;">a star</span> that guides the way near and far....</div><div align="center"></div><div align="center">..And for understanding and accepting me, </div><div align="center">helping me to get along in this confused world</div><div align="center">and all I can say is a word of...<span style="color:#33cc00;">THANKS</span>...</div><div align="center"><span style="color:#33cc00;">THANKS</span> for being there when I needed a <span style="color:#ff6600;">FRIEND</span>....</div><div align="center"><span style="color:#33cc00;">THANKS</span> for making me see light when I go blind </div><div align="center">and</div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff0000;">THANKS <span style="color:#33cc00;">for simply being my</span> FRIEND....</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff0000;"></span></div><div align="center">p/s: <em><span style="color:#66ffff;">a single smile and a helping hand..its not that hard to be a friend..thnx to all..for all that you guys did..i really appreciate it~!!</span></em></div><div align="center"><em><span style="color:#66ffff;"></span></em> </div><div align="center"> </div><div align="center"><em><span style="color:#ffff33;"></span></em></div><div align="right">~i'm not good, but i want to be better~</div><div class="blogger-post-footer">~i'm not good, but i want to be better~</div>maskydhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13200532722818295607noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2278259508707392496.post-20584467492575192522009-09-03T09:19:00.003+12:002009-09-03T09:55:11.435+12:00::bertenanglah wahai hati::<div align="center"></div><div align="center">sebelum ni bermasalah dengan tiket utk balik ke malaysia</div><div align="center"><em><span style="color:#ffff00;">~alhamdulillah dah selesai~</span></em></div><div align="center">dgn niat tak nak menyusahkan sesiapa</div><div align="center">keputusan dah dibuat...sekarang tunggu dan bertawakkal..</div><div align="center"><strong><span style="color:#ff9900;">~terima kasih kepada yg mmbantu~</span></strong></div><div align="center"><strong><span style="color:#ff9900;"></span></strong> </div><div align="center"><strong><span style="color:#ff9900;"></span></strong> </div><div align="center"><strong><span style="color:#ff9900;"></span></strong></div><div align="center">and hari ini telah masuk hari ketiga <span style="color:#666600;">kehilangan purse cantik "moo"</span> yg diimport dari aucland. cadangnya nak pegi report hari ni, tapi mcm tak larat pulak, sakit kepala~!!~</div><div align="center">~tengoklah petang2 sikit nanti~<span style="color:#ffff00;"><em>bertangguh lagi</em></span>~</div><div align="center"></div><div align="center">kehilangan purse bermaksud kehilangan <span style="color:#ff9900;">eftpos</span> yang banyak berbakti pada maskydd sepanjang berada di bumi new zealand ni, mmg purse tu tak de cash money pun, just ada coins sket je..</div><div align="center"></div><div align="center">tp kehilangan <span style="color:#ff9900;">eftpos</span> itu telah menyebabkan maskydd <span style="color:#33ccff;">berhutang dengan ramai orang</span>...dgn aju..dgn mira..dgn aliaa..and dgn ayeen..~ad x org lain yg tertinggal??~malunye la~~..sile bg korg punyer account number, nnt mas byr online k..</div><div align="center"></div><div align="center">~kehilangan <span style="color:#ff9900;">eftpos</span> jgk causing me <span style="color:#33ccff;">unable to withdraw money</span> from any atm machine~</div><div align="center">and tak boleh jgk beli barang kat kedai2 yg boleh guna <span style="color:#ff9900;">eftpos</span>+cash</div><div align="center">sbb klu cash kena hutang org lagi~malu~</div><div align="center">~no <span style="color:#ff9900;">eftpos</span>~no money~no shopping~</div><div align="center"><em><span style="color:#ffff00;">(shopping di sini bermaksud beli brg2 dapur)</span></em></div><div align="center">~jadi secara rasmi nyer...~</div><div align="center"></div><div align="center"><strong><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">maskydd da muflis~!!~</span></strong></div><div align="center"><strong><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;"></span></strong> </div><div align="center"><strong><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;"></span></strong> </div><div align="center"></div><div align="center">cepatlah sihat wahai kepala, </div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff9966;">maskydd nk gi report kat bank......hoping for a new</span> <span style="color:#ff9900;">eftpos</span><span style="color:#ff9966;">~!!!</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff9966;"></span></div><div align="center">and yersterday my friends from auckland heading back to auckland</div><div align="center">..thanx guys for visiting me..</div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ffff00;"><em>~terasa bilik sgt sunyi without them~</em></span></div><div align="center">sorry if ada kekurangan layanan okeyh</div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff0000;">~<strong>love u guys loads</strong>~</span></div><div align="center">..mira, ayeen, aliaa..</div><div align="center"> </div><div align="center"> </div><div align="center"></div><div align="center">~bertenanglah wahai hati, u will meet them someday, iA~</div><div align="center">~bertenanglah wahai hati, setiap yang terjadi, sama ada baik @ tidak, adalah ujian~</div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff6600;"><strong>jadi bersabarlah wahai maskidah~!</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ffff00;"><em><strong></strong></em></span></div><div align="right">~i'm not good, but i want to be better~</div><div class="blogger-post-footer">~i'm not good, but i want to be better~</div>maskydhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13200532722818295607noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2278259508707392496.post-14860318481797644112009-08-21T00:45:00.011+12:002009-08-21T01:58:21.046+12:00::fikiran::<div align="left"><div align="left">nak ucap <span style="color:#cc0000;">SELAMAT BERPUASA</span> pada org2<br />jauh..mas balik dari klas pkl 6 ptg tadi memang penuh semangat utk bercakap dgn<br />mak malam ni. dalam kepala ni memang pikir yang malaysia dah nk puasa<br />dah<em><span style="color:#cc6600;">~sile baca dgn nada sayu, sbb masih di<br />perantauan~</span></em>dalam perjalanan balik tu, maskyd dengar ijan and syakeeb<br />berborak2, tp seriously mmg tak fokus kat perbualan diorang tu...sempat tangkap<br />last part je....yg berbunyi lebih kurang camni la.... </div><div align="left"></div><div align="left"></div><div align="left"></div><div align="left"></div><span style="color:#009900;"><blockquote><div align="left"><span style="color:#009900;">ijan: <em>we will start fasting on saturday</em>.</span></div><div align="left"><span style="color:#009900;">syakeeb: <em>how do you know??.did you see the moon??</em></span></div><div align="left"><span style="color:#009900;">ijan: <em>erm...</em></span></div></blockquote></span></div><div align="left"><em><span style="color:#009900;"></span></em></div><div align="left"><em><span style="color:#009900;"></span></em></div><div align="left"><em><span style="color:#009900;"></span></em></div><div align="left"><em><span style="color:#33ff33;"></span></em></div><div align="left">kemudian syakeeb ke praying room di campus,..aju, ijan and maskyd trus berjln pulang</div><div align="left">bila part ni sampai, mas dah start berangan balik</div><div align="left">kalau la kat malaysia,.. mesti <span style="color:#ff9900;">pak cik penyimpan mohor besar raja-raja</span>, yg dah agak tua tu akan ulang skrip dia yang sama setiap tahun..... <em><span style="color:#00cccc;">"...saya..bla,bla,bla..mengisytiharkan, tarikh bagi...bla..bla...bla..jatuh pada.."</span></em>..</div><div align="left">owh....selama 21 tahun maskyd hidup, mengambil kira jangka masa da pandai tengok tv, rasa-rasanya mmg inilah kali pertama maskyd missed pengisytiharan puasa okeyh~!!~<span style="color:#cc9933;">tolak tepi pengisytiharan raya, sbb tak nak menambah kesayuan hati~</span></div><div align="left"><span style="color:#cc9933;"></span></div><div align="left"><span style="color:#cc9933;"></span></div><div align="left"><span style="color:#cc9933;"></span></div><div align="left"></div><div align="left">dalam fikiran ku lagi, masih berangan.."<span style="color:#ff9900;">puasa kt new zealnd ni lambat sehari</span>, maknanya, kalau nz puasa hari sabtu, mesti esok mlysia da puasa kn??..hurmm..<span style="color:#00cccc;">tak sabar nak ucap selamat berpuasa kat semua orang kat rumah..malam ni nak cakap ngn mak</span>"...dan smpai la maskyd di rumah.</div><div align="left"></div><div align="left"></div><div align="left"></div><div align="left"></div><div align="left">pastu, lepas semayang magrib, baca yassin and isyak..maskyd pon duduk kat meja study and bukak laptop, tunggu mak online dengan semangatnya~!!!~ smbil tu cuba siapkan assignment 161 yg susah itu..tp sebenarnya tak fokus pun pd assignment tu..</div><div align="left"></div><div align="left">disebabkan mak x online2, sambung berangan lagi..</div><div align="left"></div><div align="left"></div><div align="left"></div><div align="left">"<span style="color:#ff9900;">kalau esok puasa, mesti mak nak buat roti canai</span> time petang ni utk sahur, malam karang da nak g terawikh..camne ni??camne nak cakap lama-lama ngan mak??..owh takpe2..kak yang tgh cuti, dia bkn pandai buat roti canai,(<em><span style="color:#cc9933;">oppss..mntk maap kak yang</span></em>..) mesti dia ganti mak online....ntah2 <span style="color:#ff9900;">ayah dah beli roti canai segera tak</span>??klu mak tak buat roti canai, nnt ayah sahur nak makn apa??"</div><div align="left"></div><div align="left"></div><div align="left"></div><div align="left"></div><div align="left">haish..<span style="color:#00cccc;">owh mmg tak fokus langsung</span>..cek laptop balik..<span style="color:#33cc00;">mak still tak online</span>..mana mak???..sdey hati..sob..sob..sob</div><div align="left"></div><div align="left"></div><div align="left"></div><div align="left">owh...<span style="color:#ff9900;">nampak along online..terus call along</span>, cakap2 ngan along, kak long and wafi yg da semakin pandai..wafi cium laptop sbb nk sayang mak cik..tgk wadi yg bru lepas mandi..<em><span style="color:#6600cc;">terharu dan rindu</span></em>~~!! tergerak hati nk <span style="color:#ff9900;">tanya along bila puasa</span>, and along jawab...</div><div align="left"></div><div align="center"><blockquote><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff0000;"><strong>rasanya sabtu</strong></span></div></blockquote></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#990000;">argh~!!!~malam ini dihabiskan dengan berangan, rupa-rupanya orang2 malaysia tak puasa pun esok~!!!..huhuhu..</span></div><div align="left"><span style="color:#990000;"></span></div><div align="left"></div><div align="left"></div><div align="left"></div><div align="left"></div><div align="left"></div><div align="left"></div><div align="left"></div><div align="left"></div><div align="left"></div><div align="left"></div><div align="right"></div><div align="right">~i'm not good, but i want to be better~</div><div class="blogger-post-footer">~i'm not good, but i want to be better~</div>maskydhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13200532722818295607noreply@blogger.com1