::perspective is a beautiful thing::

"One day, the father of a very wealthy family took his son on a trip to the country with the express
purpose of showing him how poor people live.
They spent a couple of days and nights on the farm of what would be considered a very poor family.
On their return from their trip, the father asked his son ,
'How was the trip?'
'It was great, Dad.''
Did you see how poor people live?' the father asked..
'Oh yeah,' said the son.
'So, tell me, what did you learn from the trip?' asked the father.

The son answered:
'I saw that we have one dog and they had four.
We have a pool that reaches to the middle of our garden and they have a creek that has no end.
We have imported lanterns in our garden and they have the stars at night.
Our patio reaches to the front yard and they have the whole horizon.
We have a small piece of land to live on and they have fields that go beyond our sight.
We have servants who serve us, but they serve others.
We buy our food, but they grow theirs.
We have walls around our property to protect us, they have friends to protect them."

The boy's father was speechless. Then his son added,

"Thanks Dad for showing me how poor we are."

Isn't perspective a wonderful thing?
Makes you wonder what would happen if we all gave thanks for everything we have,
instead of worrying about what we don't have.

"Appreciate every single thing you have."

"don't wait for a miracle to happen, go and create one"

~i'm not good, but i want to be better~

::CIA Agent memberi laporan~random shot::

sudah bermula hari perlunya membuka nota2 lain, setelah penat mengadap paper statistic..optionnya cuma ada 2..either calculus or discrete math..i choose discrete math, supaya otak boleh bekerja secara logic dan aku tak perlu memegang calculator yang mahal itu...(selalu berasa bangga dgn calculator yg berharga rm400 itu..hehhe)..

terfikirkan sesuatu..
when math is not about the numbers, when non-math people cant read the truth tables, when math cause the maps to have colours and when galileo galilei use his philosophy to explain math....I'M SO DAMN PROUD TO BE A MATH STUDENT~!!~..even i dont understand a thing about that 'graph colouring'...weee~~

sedang menyelak-nyelak notes discrete smlm, my mum called...setelah berbual-bual (tntang bnyk topic2 santai, dan juge sudah tentu tntang kepulanganku ke malysia, tnh air terchenta), kemudian, aku cuba membuka topic itu pada emak...BERJAYA~!~(CIA agent maskydd ini sgguh mantap dalam mnjalankan tugas) ... tanpa kusedari, ayah juga mendengar pertanyaanku itu,..

dari pertanyaanku, jawapan mak mudah, iaitu, "terlalu awal untuk menilai, mak tak boleh nak ckp "..
dari apa yang kufahami, buat masa sekarang,
...jawapan untuk itu bukan semudah "YA" atau "TIDAK"..
...dan jawapannya sudah pasti bukan sekadar mengapply pemikiran logic ..
...dan jawapannya juga tidak perlu pada statistic,tidak akan ada 'decision tree' yang perlu dilukis
..kerana ia berdasarkan penilaian dan pemerhatian..
without a fixed possibilities, and the number of trials is only one..n=1..

JADI, jika tersalah membuat keputusan, takkan ada percubaan kedua...

dari pertanyaanku yang sama, jawapan ayah pula, "ayah rasa ok, tapi kena tengok la jgk, janganlah jenis 'hati buah...'.."..(ak xingat hati buah ape yg ayah ckp, tp mak ada explain maksud perkataan tu)..

dari jawapan ayah pula, aku tak tahu penilaian ayah berdasarkan apa..tapi aku pasti, ayah juga mahukan yang terbaik utk anak2nya..naluri ayah pun, kadang2 boleyh pakai jugak..hihihi..btol x??..

tapi, ada kata2 mak yang terkesan dihati, "yang penting adalah doa.doa utk yang terbaik"..kadang2 aku mcm terlupa tentang ini..kekuatan doa, , besarnya keAgungan Allah, yang tak pernah jemu untuk mendengar rayuan hamba2-Nya...hebatnya bantuan Tuhan yang Dia turunkan dalam berbagai2 cara...

"ALLAH MEMBERI WALAUPUN KITA TAK MEMINTA, JIKA BTUL2 MAHU, POHONLAH PADA DIA DENGAN DOA..DIA PASTI MEMAKBULKAN, DAN DIA AKAN MEMBERI YANG TERBAIK...."

p/s: CIA Agent maskydd selesai melaporkan~!!~saya sudahpun bertanya...sekarang giliran kamu pula~

~let me sing, and do sing with me~

~i'm not good, but i want to be better~

::the grown up talk::

kak yang, sila tersenyum membaca entry ini~!!~huh..tak tau camne nak start..sambil telinga ditutup dengan headphone, dan lagu-lagu berkumandang dari i-tunes, mas menaip entry ni...

firstly, mas sangat excited dengar cerita tadi~when i said sangat, i mean.. SANGAT..SANGAT..~excited mood which causing me to smile all the way typing this. and the part yang mas paling suka is....jumpa mak and ayah untuk bagitau...ahaks3...uhuks3*tersedak*...this is so classic sis...a way tooooooooooo classic...hahhaha..*gelak guling2*owh..lagu taylor swift, "LOVE STORY" is on the air*...see u make your way to the crowd and say hello~!!!~hahahahaha~*suits well*...at least this is what my imagination of how he meet the parents~our parents....~!!~i prayed that this first....is also the last for you...keep it forever sis~!!!

diganggu emosi syahdu tibe2~!!

my shorty.., sweetie, and cutie...big sister~!!~

i never realized that we had grow up this much~!!~seeing you, make me feel the age of 21 is nothing, but only a number....hmm..even u are older..i felt soooo grown up when this is really happening to you...mcm tak sangka yang kita dah besar, sangat terasa yang kita dah besar,..where the time for our parents to let us go, is nearly come...(sedey..tp ni kenyataan, it could be anytime from now...3 years is not as long as we thought..he graduate..and and i graduate too..haha..).. congratz sis..i'm really happy for you....

growing up is fun..we learnt how to shopping..we know how to tour kl , especially "your" jalan TAR..we shared stories~!!~we tell each others experienced..and we do improve ourself to be better..we learnt so much thing together all the way to be a grown up..
I guess when it comes down to it.. being grown up isn't half as fun as growing up..these are the best days of our lives...the only thing that matters now is just following your heart...and eventually you'll finally get it right..my instict is sometimes good~!!~together wit your "raye kt kampung thing"..i mean the istikharah..not the dream~!!~when the dream is there, gerak hati doesn't matter anymore..for me, it is crystal clear...so you dont have to worry so much~!!~

teringat mas pernah baca, a very nice quote.."menjadi tua itu pasti, tapi menjadi dewasa itu adalah pilihan"...i believe u have made your choice sis ..the best decision...kyg dah dewasa...pheeewitt....selamat mnjadi dewasa~!!~hahaha~haishh..dewasa2 pn..i still love to quote this song for this moment, SHOULDER TO CRY ON..."when you need a shoulder to cry on, when you need a friend to rely on, when the whole world is gone, you wont be alone bcoz I'll be there."..i'm always be there..being born as your sister is great you know~!!~

kembali semula kepada itu~!!~pendapat mas....MATANG...RELIABLE.., and insyaAllah BERIMAN~!!~keh3...lame mas menilai..satu2 mas tgk....hurm..sbb ada mata and you keep asking me, mas ckp jgk la....KACAK~!!~ahaks~!!~(even k.ude sruh tukar hair style)...still not bad..hohohoho...(mas baik okeyh..takde la jahat sgt~!!)...satu lagi quote utk kak yang,..take the risk..never regret your decision...sometimes we realized something is important to us when we lost them..hehe..utk "keinsafan" that you felt~!!~keh3..*gelak guling2 lg*

ok, smpy sini jer dulu..lain kali mas sambung lagi..i'm reaaaaaaally happy for you sis....of coz with a condition which is...you are also happy with it...when mak and ayah says OK..insyaALLAH it will be OK~parents say is a DOA right~!!

bdw, nak taw tak nape that bro get a fever??...sbb dia dah kena tulah mas, i wanna join your 1st "outing"..but you only told me after that??...hahaha..kn da demam~!!~good for him...

p/s:

sis::stop all that rock kapak *kau/aku* thing...you should be flowery like me~~miowww...

bro::take a good care of my sister~!!~this is a must~!!

~i'm not good, but i want to be better~

::stainless steel in da making::

saya nak menjadi stainless steel......maskydd sila jadi stainless steel.~!!...

a true stainless steel inside out~!!!!

~nak tahu kenapa??..

sebab saya terkesan dengan ucapan ni...

"abah ingatkan "stainless steel" ni kuat and tahan karat, cair
jugak bila ditempa"..ucapan ni bukan diucapkan oleh ayah saya, tapi bapa kepada
saudara irfan jani...(ayah irfan anggap dia macam stainless steel???..hahaha..comel...nak
gelak pun ada)...

saya menjadi termotivasi nak jadi stainless steel.

..kuat dan tahan karat...tapi masih boleh ditempa....

so, stainless steel maskydd adalah

~kuat~ tabah ~ tak mudah berubah hati ~ tak selalu homesick ~ jarang nangis ~

dan sebagainya~!!!!!

tapi still boleh dibentuk...ermm..which means,

stainless steel maskydd ni still boleh berubah ke arah kebaikan~!!

insyaALLAH

~yeay..,sila jd stainless steel~!~stainless steel in the making~!!

~i'm not good, but i want to be better~